As i set here and think about confession,
Hold to my dearest possesion,
Not many people want me in there collection,
So i would never want the affection,

Everyone wishes me away,
And i wish it would happen some day,
For my soul does not wish to stay,
While turning into a deep dark gray,

No one would ever love me here,
While there is really no one to hold dear,
For the murky what has become clear,
And everything is how i had to fear,

So i wish everything away,
And hope to be gone.....some day.

Hmm...what a life i lead. My dad yells at me for nothing everyday, my job is pushing carts in the hot sun (with arthrightus mind you), my girlfriend doesnt call me, my sisters ignore me, and no one is ever online. Heck i didnt even get messages while i was out for the one month. Well i guess life does nothing for anyone really. Then again i am only guessing. Hope eveyone that reads this is doing better than me. Later.

Hey everyone. I finally have an internet connection again. I have missed everyone so much and would like to hear from you. Talk to everyone soon.

Ghost

Place an x in any that you have done:
() smoked a cigarette
() smoked a cigar
(x) been high (on sugar)
(x) been drunk
() made out with a member of the same sex
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) dumped someone
(x) shoplifted
() been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
() snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
() been arrested
() made out with a stranger
() gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
() had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
() slept with a co-worker
(x) seen someone die (animals count as someones)
() had a crush on one of your internet friends
() been to Canada
() been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
() thrown up in a bar
(x) set a part of myself on fire
() eaten sushi
() been snowboarding
(x) been moshing/crowd surfing at a show
(x) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
() love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
() made a snow angel
() had a tea party
() flown a kite
() built a sand castle
() gone puddle jumping
() played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
() gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
() used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
() felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
() ran a red light
() been suspended from school
() been in a car accident
(x) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) questioned your heart
() been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
() sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
() danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) been kissed under a mistletoe
() watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
() made a bonfire on the beach
(x) crashed a party
(x) gone roller-skating
(x) had a wish come true
() humped a monkey
() worn pearls
() jumped off a bridge
() ate dog/cat food
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them
() kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
() have a black dress
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
() got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
() kissed a fish
() worn the opposite sexes clothes
() been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
(x)screamed at the top of your lungs
() done a one-handed cartwheel
() talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
(x) didn't take a shower for a week
() pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
() had a tree house/club house
() are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believe in ghosts
(x) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
() gone streaking
() played ding-dong-ditch
(x) played chicken
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x) broken a bone
() caught a fish then ate it
() caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed (yes i have cracked)
(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
() have a Britney Spears CD
(x) forgotten someone's name
() slept naked
() French braided someones hair
() gone gold panning in Saudi Arabia
() gone skinny dippin in a pool

Name: Steven G. AKA Ghost
Music: Evanescence, Linkin Park, Sum 41, Thursday, and other punk music
You hate:Humans and Religion
You like:JPunk,metal,black,dark art,Gothic Philosophy/Poems,hot topic,Amy Lee,Anime,Manga,technology, andjapan
If someone had a crush on you,you'd: Be nice to them but dont go out with them unless you want to
You take after: My moms side
You're origins are: POLISH!!!,German,French, Indian, ...ummm duno anymore
Pet peeves: Posers, Stuck up people, and under age smokers
Guys or Girls: Girls
Are you a lesbian: no
Are you bi sexual: No
favorite TV quote: "Monkey see monkey do, but this monkey just made a monkey out of you"
Astroligy sign: Taurus
Do you cuss?: Yep but i am 16
Ever done drugs?: Nope
Drink?: no
Come on now: Forget you
Smoke?: No
Plan to?: Screw that
Broken the law?: Maybe
How many times?:I am not saying
Ever had sex?: Nope my code says not until 21 or married (yes i am old fashioned)
What are you doing right now?: Answering this out of boredom
Are you sick of this?: Nothing better to do
Animated character?: Vash
Manga?: yeah
If so,what kind?: ORORON!!!!!!!!!
Anime?: tenchi muuyou,outlaw star,inuyasha,gundam wing, full metal alchemist,FLCL, Trigun,samurai champloo, Hellsing
Recent CD:Sum 41
Most embarassing CD: None i destroyed them all
Medications?: None
Clothing that makes you cringe: Sluty clothing (i am old fashioned), and posing goths/punks
If you could go to any place in the world right now,where would you go?: Pergatory
Bad habits: popping my knuckles,forgetting things

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